I Wished...

sighz...I guess in life there's alot of things u wished never happened.. sometiems u wanna take back wat u did or done but it is way too late...it's too late... but then again why cry over spilt milk?? sometimes u even wonder why u did wat u did... Something obviously has happened...maybe things havent changed...maybe it did..maybe i'm just being oversensitive.. wateva it is... i dunnoe wat i'm doing..i just wished i could turn back the clock..turn it back to something that never happened... Maybe it's just me.. that's why... I don't blame anyone except myself... if u noe me...u may think this is referring to something pretty oblivious to all..but then u're wrong..not many pple or maybe onli the person involved may noe...maybe he wont even noe...sighzzz.... i seriously dunnoe which is better..to keep it away... to hide and put a mask and pretence..or simply to tell the truth and face the consequences.... oh well avoidance - is that a solution??? I dunnoe either.... i'm just so tired of living in this shell of pretence and under this facade of my expectations... but when i think i can finally remove this shell to be who i really am...things seem to be changing all over again...

Should you not ever care then?? and act as if nothing has happened?? even a white lie is a lie.. no matter wat the truth will reveal in itself one day.. As much as you dun wanna an answer... avoidance is never a solution... but i guess if it makes someone happy that could be an option for time will eventually tell....

hopefully time will tell and will heal all matters eventually... or hopefully i'm just too sensitive....