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oh well.... today's a friend's bdae!! hehehe happy birthday friend..u noe who u r!!! hehehehem as i said.. good or bad there'll be no names..hahahaha

well... as said is ez contentment good?? ans is simple...yes when u wanna be happy i guess... like anything can make u happy..isnt tt nice... so every time u fall it's easier to pick up and go..hehee..oh well.. but i guess it's bad too coz u'll always be stuck there... and never move up the ladder...but then again it's diff... wat do u define being contented as?? can you be happy yet still have the drive to succeed?? is it possible?? hm... i really wonder... oh well.... will soon have to find out..hahhaa

but one thing for sure is that I realised i'm not easily contented... I always wanna aim higher and higher...yeah i guess it places alot of pressure on myself... but i'm just easily happy abt things that are happening arnd me.. little gestures pple make and do for u can please me...*hint hint* my friends...heheh just kidding..but yup...

hm...just realised something from a friend today..and i realised that sometimes keeping things within u are the worse ever feeling.. u just feel so drained with the issue as it overloads u forever... coz the more u keep it inside u the more it overwhelms. But sometimes wat can u do?? it presses u further when pple keep asking and u jus cant say a word...hehehe but wat can u do... that's life i guess...