No More Running Away...

hm... Have had many months or rather 2 months of great fun. But I know it's all coming to an end now. No more denial no more escape. It's time to face the real issue at hand. But what can I do? Nothing. Why can't one be in control of their own life? It's so unfair. But that's life. Hehe. We've just gotta face I suppose. Maybe another some time away in the UK for exchange next yr would do me good. Just like my little time in Lismore. Sometimes away from everything would be ideal. No more frustrations, no more responsibilities and no more baggage. Maybe that's the best way to live. At present moment I've just given up. Everything always ends up the opposite way it should be or rather different from what I wanna it to be. I'm tired. I give up.