Tuesday, May 29, 2007

oh man.. i'm DAY DREAMING!!

haha.. it's so good to have to day dream.. hm.. been quite sometime since i last blogged i tink.. not tt long.. but long enuf i guess hahaha.... was so stressed recently.. which is good i guess no time at all to tink of ANYTHING!!! hahaha.. which is SO GOOD!! and now that the long cases and VIVAs are over.. it's time for just simply the writtens - the worse part of the exams.. ahha... but oh well.. at least one part is done.. it's just the remainder.. hehe.. hopefully everything goes well and then i can head off to UK for the rest of this yr.. pretty exciting i must say.. exciting till the extent i CAN'T seem to study... haha.. planning my trips.... even weekend trips to nearby cities.. hehe... must make use of the time and try to see as much and experience as much!!! hahahaha..... but if you dun do it now.. when can u do it?? oh well... i guess that's so true hahaha.... but for now i guess i need that energy to finish my exams.. TRY to study and then i can GO GO GO GO HOME!!! and then GO GO GO GO GO GO travelling hahahaha.... so looking forward to that.. hehe...

Friday, May 18, 2007

1 Month LEFT!!!

haha.... i guess it really helps to be able to let go of so many things in your life.... hehehe... i feel so much more relieved and happier now that i can simply sit down and do the things i wanna do and have to do.. i guess that's how life is.. there's ups and downs... but i'm glad that i've gotten over everything before my exams... Put your mind to it and u can do it... 1 mth to exams.. and that's way enough time so all's good... haha.. i'm really happy.. happy as can be... haha... so for the rest of this mth it'll be study study study... then home i go!!! hahaha... after which... i will have to struggle half a yr more with placements and stuff... and i'll so be done with this yr!!! am happy that i'll finally be into my final final year!!! hahaha... (obviously if all goes well) but oh well... it's something to look forward to for sure.. hahhaaa.. i so can't wait can't wait can't wait... hahaha....so for now it'll be exams.... hahaha.. and it definitley helps to study with a clear non-wonderous mind... ;)

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Our Little Rewards...

hm... maybe it's really time to heave a sigh of relief... nearly coming to the end of my term in Newie.. so looking forward to it.. been so tired of late... but now that i've been able to let go of things, everything seems more beautiful that before... It's always great to have wonderful friends by ya side in such times... and you really appreciate the effort of such friends and family of course... haha... Mother's day weekend was so hectic.. the "prob" of too many Godmas hahaha... but that's alright... they love me all which I greatly treasure this bond with them.. One may say that it's not special anymore?? But each one has a different love and bond I share with for many different events...

Anyway, it's really time to sit down and study for exams.. no more slacking which I have done for 3-4 weeks.. now is really the time to read as much as I can before the finals... and off to the UK I am for a completely new experience... I so can't wait for that to happen and to look forward to something more refreshing... Whatever happens in the future, I only know that I will always treasure the moments I shared with everyone impt in my life... and I guess that's the most essential reward we all get at then end of every small little journeys...

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

When You're Greatest Hit...

In life, it's so easy to just simiply tell a person how much you love him/her.. but honestly the only time you really know what love is, is when you're hurt the greatest.. How ironic heh?? but life is such.. It's so wierd that it comes with so many sacrifices as well but at the end of the day all these sacrifices seem to be nothing as compared to the happiness you've achieved in the long run.. but when that stab stabs it stabs right through and seriously bleeds and bleeds and bleeds.. that is when you know.. u just noe.. u may have never known b4.. but it is only then that you'll ever realise the importance and the pain that it beholds.. in life, living your life for yourself vs living it for someone else dear to you is only separated by a very very thin line... one that may not even be visible... Whatever it is, the most impt is to remain happy - but that seems the hardest to achieve in times of struggles and difficulties...